hmmm.

sometimes i wonder why i choose this path. hahahas. well regret le also cannot do anything though. hahahas. well but sacrifices indeed big that i calculate i miss 3 overseas trips and 10 concerts. hahahas. well SITClub, i will still continue de. hahahas.

now its the matter that 'him'. being stubbon minded is indeed difficult for mi to handle. especially demand for more things. well i cannot stand those stuff coz i believe in my principle. but it seems that this matter cannot be solved. since it cannot be solved, i cannot die die go bang myself to the wall. what tommy say is true - i need to be even more flexible. well since no cooperation is given, i haf to use alternative methods to solve this problems already. since it cannot be solved then i will leave it to fate to solve it.

well wierd solving methods but it seems that i cannot afford to spend to much time in this le. other matters require my assistance. well its time for mi to start, really start. jiayou baa. whether this path is correct or wrong, i will make the best out of it. and whether to go back to band scene, i leave it to think after the club baa. hahahas fulfill my dreams in this wonderful and fun-seeking plus venturous SITClub. hahahahs. ^^v