random.
haiz.

hope that i worry too much. lol. well if have problems do share. dun walk down the road by yourself. there's friends around you. share with mi if you want to coz im your friend. no matter how hard you try to hide, when it comes to feelings; you cant lie to mi. well anyway more powerful friends who knows how to handle all these things are out there. you know who im refering to. well you can refer to them. but still some other people who concern of you want to share. but will you share? thats the problem wo.
leave them concerning baa. since they cant do much - only way is to concern. but how long are this people gonna be torture under these circumstances? well even if you try to hide and act happy - rmb, you cant lie to everyone out there. what your actions may cause is even more sadness to them. share baa.
coz there's too many secrets among the organization le. sooner or later, some of us will want to leave, leave this sad place, leave this place where they dun have any sense of belonging.
PS: congratz. see that you are kinda of enjoying your life out there. if you wanna continue the 'game', let it be. im tired to play with it le. really. chances are given and yet not cherishing and still.... haiz. nvm..... =.="